Don’t you want to just star punching the wall in anger from the things that are happening to you and around you? Do you want to step up and overcome them and become the best of the best? Let us go on a journey where you make a difference each second you are here and even after. We never know if a smile, kind word, inclusion, etc. will happen to us or to the other people going through it. Things can end up being tough and it is good to have the positive moments that are there for you. I used to think it was a penalty for relaxing or taking time to yourself, but it feels needed and necessary. You never know what kind of things will come up and give you a jolt in your day. Remember we are all sensitive to certain issues and when they come up, we need to be prepared to deal with them. Ignoring will never them make them go away and can make them more powerful. We need to relax and get our motivation and energy back. We need to become ourselves again so that we can start acting like us. I need to be able to create and find new ways in helping people. We can make a difference, especially in this age being able to reach so many people. You can sense when people are being fake when the actions do not match up with the words. When the tone comes out and you end up seeing something unexpected. It is much better to assume everything is available in any interaction and can happen and go from there. Limiting things, reducing choices, thinking only about the fear that will happen if I do not get what I want. I could be getting exactly what I want in a way I never would or could expect. I am finding out about passions or learning new things that are making life more exciting or making things easier to understand. If you come into my part of the world and try to throw in some gaslighting, some doubt, some fear to spice things up you will end up escorted out of the building. Bringing in the poison has its consequences just like being around it. It can take you over and turn you into something completely else. Don’t you just want to battle everyone until they give you what you want? That sounds like a big chore and a big battle. I can feel the energy leaving me thinking about all the fighting. Try a different approach and focus on what you have and what your weaknesses are. You start to learn what you can and cannot say and what happens when you slip, so I would trust you can stop yourself if you know its going on. The days and weather are looking brighter, so we hope that our lives will mirror off it. Feeling lost is ok because at least you know that you do not know where to go. It is harder when you do not know what or who you are.